Wednesday, December 31, 2014

Tic-toc dear world

All the rights to the owner once again.

Hello,
I have this post in mind since Christmas came around this year. By the way, what did you guys do this Christmas? Did you have snow? Yeah, maybe some all you will find this question funny `cause for you Christmas is like very summery but where I live the Christmas is not the same without the snow. It just isn`t. Coming back to you, did you receive what you want from your parents or friends? For me this Christmas was no present at all. Or at least nothing too material. I guess I can say that every single year my Christmas present is coming home to my family and spending quality time with my mom and sister and once in a while my brothers. After my winter break I go back to University being ready to start my sweet exams. ( they aren`t as sweet as it seems but let`s say that for the sake of holiday spirit) .Enough about me, and about ramblings and so on.
This post is not a New Year resolution as it was last year. Yeah, I have in mind that but it will come a lil` bit later I guess because I don`t really know yet what I want or don`t want in my life in 2015. I want to write a letter for all of you who spent the Christmas alone, for all of you who don`t have an amazing party planned for New Year`s Eve, for the ones who are upset `cause they just can`t fit in the world they live. My dear one, all I can say to you is just don`t worry. You are not the only one and you are not as alone as you think. For instance I can be your New Year`s buddy `cause I didn`t bother to do something for the end of 2014. Sleep seemed more...appropiate I guess. If you don`t like me and you don`t want to be stuck with a girl who probably live across the world than find something that suits you well. A good movie, a good book, some pretty amazing songs or whatever makes you smiley and lovely. You can dress up if you want, take pictures and send them to the team of Hidden Heart (as funny as it sounds my lil` blog has a team of amazing people who support what I do, and also the mail is on the home page for that) and I can tell you I`ll watch them, and make an entire post all about how great you looked on New Year`s. Why you may ask. Well because I can give you compliments if the people around you don`t bother to do that. Because I am pretty sure you deserve it. Why once again? Well because my dear, you are more beautiful than you can think, because you are a unique one, because you deserve more than you think. So yeah, keep in mind that you are not alone, and if it matters I am thinking about the ones who are sad this period, because I care and I`m pretty sure I am not the only one. It will be a big surprise for me if others will comment on this post saying that they care too.
In the end I want to thank to all of you who read my blog, who spend time after this talking to the others and making them smile. Don`t forget how amazing and lovely and beautiful you are and please start the 2015 with a big smile and maybe, only maybe 2015 will suprise you. 

With all my love, Alliee

Sunday, November 30, 2014

Dear diary,


Usually I am very confident in myself. I am a 21ish years old girl, I am a tall one, medium weight, used to go to gym, maybe I`ll go back someday and also a happy one even if I had my share of bad things in live. A few weeks ago I was in Italy and all the people from there told me that I am a sweet&caring one. I have no idea if they were honest or not, but I prefer to think that they were. When people ask me what I like to do in my free time my answer will always be : reading a book `cause in a book I can find myself and also I can relax my mind and I can grow. I also love people. Maybe this statement is a little bit wrong and difficult to get but I really love people. I like to see people smiling, I like to make them smile, I like to help them, and I want to be a blessing in a person life. For this reason I have this blog where I am trying to write things for encouraging people and for making them feel loved and precious. Cause I am pretty sure every person is loved and precious. I know that my english is not the best one around there, I know that many of you are judging me but surprinsingly I don`t care. I just want to do what i like and following my dreams. Sadly, I don`t have enough courage for that, but i`m still trying, maybe someday I will succeed. Right now, I really have in mind and hopefully I`ll get enough courage to write a book. do you think I can do it? Do you think I have enough to share? Or maybe I should stop? Maybe I should delete my blog too? Maybe my hidden words don`t help anyone and I only mock myself? I have lots of unaswered questions and even if i don`t want to, they keep coming back. They say that nothing wrong can come from wishing to be good and do good but what if all I do is for nothing? What if? I know that I have a full road in front of my feet, I know that I can do everything I want as long as in His will, but what I`m doing is good? Should I go on? I am still trying to figure it out. 


Until later, stay beautiful and don`t forget to smile, Alliee

Friday, November 28, 2014

Thanksgiving and Hunger....

Hello my beautiful one,

All rights to the owner of the picture. Thank you, stranger for such a strong picture
Yesterday it was a full day and when I arrived Home i just fell asleep because I was so tired. So I am sorry for not talking with you yesterday. I know for sure that some of you celebrated the Thanksgiving day. How was it? Were you grateful? If yeah, what for? Here, in my country we don't have a Thanksgiving day but I try every single day to be grateful for something because I think that being grateful to God every single day is the key for happiness. I know that some days are not the good but i am sure at least one good thing happens daily. And if we want we can make that good thing define our day. Don't you think?  You should try it and come back with a comment after 😊

For example, now, when I am writing this I am grateful for the kids I am going to meet to the Center (about my volunteer experiences I'll talk in another post) and I am grateful that i am going to see the Hunger Games. Finally. I'll come back with my oppinion about it later. So, what things make this day beautiful? If you don't want to share them please think about them and smile. You are beautiful when you smile 😊


With love, Alliee

Wednesday, November 26, 2014

Christmas is comiiiiiiiiiiing!!!!

Hello beautiful one,
(I don`t have the rights for the images which appear on this blog. All rights to the ones who deserve it)


How are you? How was your day? Are you excited about Christmas? `Cause I`m pretty sure I am. I mean Christmas is home and mom and cookies and friends and snow and let`s be serious for a little: Frozen. I mean, I am watching Frozen even if outside are like 40 degrees but yeah this is me and the amazing Disney studios. Coming back to my blog `cause it seems your enthusiam brought back mine what do u guys want to read on my blog? I`ll keep posting about things I love, because love is a part of my life but also what do you think about becoming a part of it too? I love having friends and I love meeting them. I know that I am somewhere in the middle in the world and you guys, well you are not. 
Firstly, I think I should be more serious about my writing because I am one of the most disorganised girls in world. If one of you know any tips&tricks about how I can be more organised I will love to hear them. And it seems that no matter how much I want I can`t have a proper topic for my blog. Like ok, Allies blog is about x and y. No, my blog is about people and me as the faulty, little girl who loves to let her heart traveling on the keyboard. Yeah, `cause every single post of mine is truly written with my heart. And on this blog you can see me as I am, and hopefully you`ll still like me after reading a few of my ramblings. And you? Yeah, you, How are you? What do u want others to know about you? 


Don`t forget that you are beautiful! 

Until next time, 
Allie

Tuesday, November 25, 2014

Updates

Hello my dear one, 

   How are you? What have you been up to lately? It is feeling like ages passed since I written something here and I am truly sorry for this guys. I am overwhelmed by how many of you spend time on my blog and I hope someday you`ll have the courage to write me too `cause I love talking with you.
   I know that I love to write. This is a fact. But I don`t know why my updates are so weird and so not on time. It`s not like I am the busiest girl of them all but it seems that I just can`t do anything properly even if that thing makes me happy. But please, please bear with me and keep reading. As you can see, these days my blog had a little of make-over. I really wish I`ll be able to have a proper domain but until then I`ll keep posting here.
   I don`t really know if u guys care but my life had lots of changes. I guess I`m finally growing up or something but it`s like I can see the world changing before my eyes everytime I blink. Do you guys feel like this or I am the only one? But I like the way I see the world now and I am hoping that I can share my views with you.
   Until the next time, don`t forget that you are beautiful and loved!
Allie

Saturday, September 13, 2014

More is Happiness. More becomes Enough

   We all are in the search of something every single second of our lives because we want more. More money, more friends, more succes, more rooms in the house, more time to sleep, just more. And I guess this more has actually another meaning. More is happiness. Because in the end it doesn`t matter the amount of money you have in your account, it doesn`t matter how many friends you have, it doesn`t matter how well known you are, the only thing that matter is your happiness. And when someone discover its own happiness he/she discovers that more changes in enough,
   Finding your own happiness definitely has some ups and downs and I am pretty sure that from time to time we all settle for less because the journey seems so hard. Some of us wake up after a while and go on and we become survivors and travelers again. We can`t hide the fact that this journey shape us and almost for all of us our own happiness is a surprise because we aren`t the same we were when we started the search.
    This search can be hard, can hurt, can let us for a little while hearbroken because this is how the human being is shaped and we can`t grew and move forward without a little pain.
   It is true that some people never find their happiness because they don`t know where or how to look. But hopefully they are fewer than the ones that in the end find a way to be happy and more important make others happy too.

Saturday, June 7, 2014

Dear...

Does it ever happen to you to have so much toughts to say but in the end you can say a single thing? Well, I guess I am in that place right now. I have a million of thoughts in my head, a million of plans but in the end I remain only with my dreams cause every single time I take a step for pursuing them I don`t have enough courage.
So, I will talk here about a dream of mine which started with this blog and if any of you think that it has a chance please let me know.
I am Alle. A young woman who is pursuing a international politics degree. I love to talk and also to listen. I love making friends and also I love overanalysing things. In the end I guess I am a random woman with a dream. Last year, I realised that I wanna share with others the love I have and now it becomes interesting. God loves me so much. He loves the entire world and I feel that I can help others with my love too. I can`t reach to all the people who are in need of a friend, I can`t reach all the kids who are homeless, I can`t reach all the people in need but I really hope I can do something and be a change in this world. So I started this blog and at first I was so happy that someone read my words that maybe someone felt loved after reading my posts but as the months went I became disappointed of the answers I received. Yeah, I guess my dream needed a little push.
I started university, moving in the big city, making new friends. Now, after my first year of uni is over I can tell that I actually learn a few things about how I can be useful for this world and I guess my dream is more vivid and more alive then it was before. But I still don`t think I can do it all by myself. So, if anyone out there think that he/she can change the world too starting with his/her love and let that love grow please contact me on Twitter , MailGoogle PlusInstagram , TUMBLR and let`s be a change togheter.
I ask you, yeah you who maybe read this to try and help the ones who need. All the things start with a dream and with a open heart and hand of help. 

Saturday, March 8, 2014

Special Woman

Dear woman, girl, daughter, wife, mother,

Today I like to tell you something you should hear more often. I hope I`ll do this proper and the words will be enough. Since the day you show up in someone life you have ligtened that soul up because you are special. Even if your heart cry you know how to let the world see only your smile, even if your heart is broken you care enough and you still love, even if your world is upside down you have time to help others, even if you are alone you know how to make someone special and loved.
In your heart exists the power to change  this entire world. `Cause a woman heart can move the mountains, can carry the burdens without a single complain, can love without reservations and can create amazing things.
So, dear and beautiful one, please don`t let anyone to steal your smile, don`t let anyone to steal a piece of your heart without replacing with one of their own, don`t waste your tears for things that don`t matter. Have faith in you, in your special heart and show the world how powerful a woman is. Take time to discover the beauty you have inside and how many wonderful things you can make with it. And if people don`t tell you often, save this words and write them in your mind and heart: EVERY WOMAN IS A MASTERPIECE AND SHE DOESN`T DESERVE LESS THAN SHE CAN OFFER!
Happy Birthday wonderful!

Sunday, February 2, 2014

Cleaning...


Hello my beautiful one,

You know, I always write this posts for others and never for me. I always write `cause I know that someone on this whole world need to read, to know that He/She is beautiful. Since I`ve started this blog all I did was to try to tell to every single of you that beauty can`t be measured, can`t be classified, can`t be anything than all the things that make someone special. And because we are made different, we are special in a different way. So please stop trying to fit. You don`t have to. 
Because of this every day battle of yours, you`ll never be happy `cause you`ll never fit. No one ever does. Not even runaway models or pop-stars. Everyone is only playing an act because they know in their souls that they`re different too. 
Now, I only want to do one single thing. Let you see a little bit of me as imperfect as I am.
Yeah, I truly believe I am beautiful. And you know why? Cause I`m loved and I love, and no, for those of you who wonder I don`t have a boyfriend or a lot of friends but the few ones love me a lot. I am sure I am not the one who has this kind of people. 
I am beautiful cause I know that I am different and that this whole me it is special. I don`t try to impress cause the people who will be in my live should be the ones who like me the way I am. If they don`t then I don`t think I want them. 


I am beautiful cause I have imperfections. My hair isn`t all long and fairy, my eyes and my lips doesn`t have the perfect size and my body, well it is definitely not a model body. Why do I need one when I can perfectly live with the one I have?
I am beautiful cause God made me beautiful. He is amazing and He can`t make ugly. We only see it cause our own mind tricks us to believe that something it is ugly.
I may sound selfish or whatever you want to call me but I still love this world cause my eyes see it as beautiful as it is. Tell me you don`t see how beautiful a snowflake is, or how amazing painted a butterfly can be? Or most of all you don`t feel the beauty you find in love. If you say no, you lie...
Trust me, YOU ARE A MASTERPIECE AND A BEAUTY. BELIEVE IN THIS!



With love, Allee

Sunday, January 19, 2014

New...new...new

Hello my beautiful one,
I guess I can try to write a really letter to all of you now. I guess I may wanna write a letter to the world. Yeah, I guess this are the perfect words for my intention.
I`m staying in front of a blank page and I am thinking that like many of you, I am a girl with some dreams. I am a girl with imperfections, a girl who wears glasses because she stayed too much in the books world, a girl who listen music because she doesn`t wanna feel alone, a girl who have friends only they need her but in the same time a girl who have to most amazing people in her life: my mom, my brothers and the few true friends. And I`m so lucky to have them near me. Also I am a girl who likes to help. A lot. I love to make people happy even if sometimes I don`t even know them so well, I just love being happy and making someone happy. Yeah, this is me, or at least what I think of me.
And this girl, decide that she can do something about the world she lives in, because she know that she can. So, let me start my letter.

Dear world, 

It`s me, Allee again. Thank you for being so nice for me and teaching me how to make the good choices, thank you for showing me every day how blessed I am, thank you for teaching me how to see the beauty under all the imperfection. Thank you for knowing what I need and when I need something. God knew how to make you full of wonders.
Every time I feel like I need more than I have it just happens to be reminded that are people there who have less than me. Every time I feel like I`m not loved enough some terrifying news about beaten children reminds me that I have more love than them. Every time I feel like something is wrong with my life, you, world, remind me that I have more than almost half of the globe. 
It is amazing how I can see in you all the life lesson I need. On the same newspaper page I can see some famous star spending their money and near some child who just died because he didn`t have what to eat.  On the same page I can see some famous romance and near a not so romantic girl being forced to marry or being sold by her own family. On the same page I can see how many people are interested in how purple someone hair is and how no one cares about some homeless child. 
It is almost painful to read that we live in a new world with human rights, to even majoring in this at University and in the same time knowing that the rules of the world didn`t change, only how people see them did. 
Maybe, dear world, you won`t understand this letter but I hope you`ll find it true `cause I feel like you become a shallow one, that you only care about superficial things like appereance and not about human feelings. And sadly, I know that I am guilty of this too. No matter how hard I try to be different sometimes I am just a shallow one who reads gossip, who doesn`t care and who doesn`t understand. 
I am sure my letter will reach only 0,00001 % of you, dear world, but I hope the ones who read this letter will understand that we can only start changing if we start with us . 
So, world, leave the famous ones live their life. I can assure you their fans will be happy if you only talk about their successes and every single fact about their life. Focus on what makes you happy more than money because sometimes you will succeed in finding your happiness but you`ll never have enough money to be pleased. Stop being so selfish and find people who love staying near you, love laughing with you and let the network life take a break. You will be  surprised.
Connection can be made with words outside the internet too, it worked so well before I can assure you it still does. 
I know that the way you will get to this letter of mine it will be on internet too, and this will make me shallow too but I`m sorry for this. I only want to use the power of internet for sharing my heart with the ones who care enough to read.
In the end, dear world, I hope you`ll write me back, telling what do you think about my observations and letting me know if I`m a freak or not.


With love, Allee

Saturday, January 18, 2014

Words

Hello my beautiful one,

How are you today? How your days have been? It is snowing at your place? How is school/ job going? Did you smile today? Do you start feeling that I`m asking too many questions? Well, I would love to hear your answers. But, let me tell you a story.
Once upon a time...this is how all the stories start. And you kept hearing after this some beautiful story with Sleeping Beauty, Cinderella, Snow White and of course a lot of Prince Charmings.  I am sure I wasn`t the only one who loved to read stories and to tell them to others. 
What I wanna say is that what made those stories so special were the words of love which won at the end in every one of them. 

This ( my blog, this post, my mail, my twitter, maybe my world ) is all about the words. I don`t know many of you who stopped by and read some of my words, I don`t know what your battle is, I don`t know how your heart is, but I know that I wanna share a little bit of my heart with you because I love to live in a happy world. 
With words you can do two different things. 1. Use them wisely and try all the time to not hurt someone or 2. You can use them for your own purpose and hurting everyone else with or without knowing. I can`t change the way you use this wonderful gift of speaking, but I can tell that not a single person wants to be hurt. 

For those of you who are being bullied in school I tell you that for every ugly word someone is saying about you, in time you will get happy words and full of love ones. 
Words can make all the people around you watch you in a different way because us, people, these days have an annoying habit to put labels on everyone. And sometimes those labels are so unfair and so not the person you are. I guess, you should start ignore what labels do you have `cause you don`t have to live in their shadow. 
I hope, I use my words wisely and I don`t hurt to people I know or you guys who read this. I hope I will be careful of what I say everytime and also that I use the power of words for a good purpose.
I can start by telling you that this day it is a miracle and you, my dear one, are such a beautiful and wonderful one. I know you have struggles in your live, battles and scars but I admire the way you can conquer them and the way you can start everything from scratch, i know that you are such a fierce person and even if you think no one cares I can asure you that people do care about you. They are looking at you and if they say something good or something bad this means you are seen in this world and that you don`t pass without letting your touch in it. Be happy for this and today, please use your words as wisely as you can be and trust me, you will see a change in this world.

With all my love, Allee

Sunday, January 12, 2014

Dare to Love

Hello my beautiful one,


Even if I was so decided to post as much as I can it seems I didn`t succeed. So sorry for this. I will start this post with a Happy New Year to all of you who come here and read some of my posts. I hope this year will be a year full of love, peace and happiness for all of you. 
Soon enough I will write my 2014 resolution but right now, I wanna talk about something else. I know that 2013 was a year of changes for me. I graduated from high-school, went into University, moving out from my town at almost 500 km away and also, starting this blog and spreading my love with a whole new bunch of people. I am so grateful to all of you. 
I want to start this year, (yeah I know is 12 january, but it is still the first month of the year) with some new changes for my blog. As soon as I manage to finish it I want to transform this blog in a more appropiate space for you and also I wanna meet as much people as I can. But, back to the subject. I decided to create a series on my blog named #Dareto where I`ll dare you all to do things which will change the world. I know this will happen slowly but I know that with God help we can do it. 
So, this is my dare to you. Today, make a gesture out of love. Show someone how much he/she means for you and also, tell someone that you love him. You can show this however you wanna do it, but I have one condition. After you did it, come back here and write a comment on this post telling us how that made you feel. It sounds hard? I am assuring you that it is not. WE CAN MAKE A CHANGE. We only have to start with baby steps. 
Please, take my dare into consideration and do it. It is a whole world out there who need your love. Today YOU can make a change! 


With all my love, Allee